You broke everything I am

This confusion it's sickening

Wish I hadn't laid my eyes on your face

And lend my ears on your promises

For that was the day my heart started to race for you

That was the day my soul started to yearn for you

I didn't realize I placed myself in this jeopardy

Breaking myself in the hazard of you

Are you okay?

Who doesn't love nature?

The breeze that kiss my cheek

It feels so calm

And I close my eyes to feel his presence

I see a pair of eyes looking dull,

It breaks me

Why won't you smile again honey?

I miss your laughing face,

Your smiling lips

Why won't you smile for me honey?

This silence doesn't kill me anymore

For I've learned a lot from you now,
I've cried a lot for you now.

Let the time decides,

Let our hearts heal,

Let our love grows again,

Sweetheart.

Aku

Aku bukan pendeta

Yang bijak bermain kata

Aku bukan sutradara

Yang bijak menyusun cerita

Aku pemerhati

Yang melihat dengan mata

Menilai dengan akal

Dan beremosi dengan hati

Longing for you

Deep inside me boo

It's burning brightly

I'm longing for our memory

I'm longing for you

Grotesque

It is pretty absurd to learn that someone who felt so much feels nothing at all. A little farcical to try to figure out where it all went. 

I can't help it

Here I send you my sweetest regard,

For these beautiful memories you left me,

I wish we could have what we had,

Again, never ending,

I wonder why I loved you this much,

It seems that your love is all I want,

Your soul is all I know,

Your voice is all I hear,

And the smell on your shirt,

Is all I remember,

Now I'm all alone,

This wishful thinking kills me,

For now I know you're gone,

And it's just me,

I loved  you so well,

Everyone can tell,

Now can you tell me how to heal,

This heart that no more can feel?

Terribly wrong

Empty muse

Silent words

I'm breathing next to you

Catching a cold from the ice inside of your soul

You had the way

Rendering solace at my perfect misery

I started a fight from the inside of me

Risking the chance of breaking

And you took the very

The very best of me

Where did it all go

What a shame

I'm on this fragile line

Trying to bring down this wall

You put up between us

Crying for you

Would you keep it to yourself

If I died for you