Nostalgia

I smile as I reminisce

Into all the saccharine

I once involved in

Funny to discern

It's with chaps I most draw in

I never expect

My tags would leave them an impact

I never reckon

Their presence would stay incessant

In my mind

I then realized

They are all still in my heart

And they shall never I forget

Anesthetic

Do you see right in these eyes

The pain I'd like to tell

Of his willingness

To take away merriment

I can't define this wound he left me

But I know,

I know this wound would scar me

And I shan't be amended anymore

No,

You can't fix me

Coldness heals

I lie awake in my bed

Lingers in this dreadful feeling

I'd like to wreck

Rain please pour down

Wash away my taut

Put me to sleep

And don't wake me up