Fathom me

I stayed up all night long

To ascertain if I could stay strong

Through this bond we are tied in

The circumstances we say we would win

I love you, I do

I wanna be with you, it's true

I'm sorry I'm not good enough

I'm sorry to say that our bond is tough

I don't regret being with you at all

I know I can't handle losing you my all

You are good enough to me

You care so much, I see, I see

You may say I'm blind

But I know I have not found the feelings I always find

I hope you know, I hope you see

All I want you to do is to understand me

Lacuna

You lent me your arms

You made me feel warm

You lent me your arms

You shielded me from harm

Tonight you kill me

Tonight I see

You are just a blade

You cut me on my back

Now that I'm dead

I do not have to live with hate

Hatred

Do you know hate

The feeling you get when you turn enraged

Your pulsating heart is breaking

And your tears start rolling

Have you ever hold it back

You forgive and you forget

Only to be contrite

Jaded and wasted

Does it make you stronger

Can you conquer your fear

Each time life gets bitter

Gloomy days are to meet its end

You are not to receive commands

Raise up and make it right

You are not to take the wrong path